Dream and Reality

Have you ever thought; if given an option to go back 3 years in your life and re-live those three years would you take it?

Well I have. My reaction was definitely YES!!

Given an option to go back 3 years in your life and correct the mistakes you would have done; I would say YES please give me.

Given an option to go back 3 years in your life and re-live the moments of early adulthood; I would say definitely YES.

Somehow yesterday this strange feeling has turned me inside out.

It was late night I was in bed. I don't know whether I was thinking or dreaming. Must been dreaming. I was thinking about how I carried myself in the last three years, mistakes that I have done in last three years, how I screwed up my professional life. How can I improve myself going ahead in all the departments (Profession, Personal Relationship etc). Suddenly it felt that I was dreaming about future. I saw myself working in a reputed company in highly intellectual field; have good relationships with all my friends; pursuing my hobbies successfully. It was a rosy picture about future, I was excited about the challenges then, I was excited about the prospect of living that life. Suddenly I woke up to the reality, I am about to get out of college standing there with whole of my life in front of me. I was taken aback. Damn it why? WHY? I want to live in that world I want my dream back is what I was screaming… suddenly I was back into the dream...only now it was more real to life than everything.

I woke up out of a dream in a dream. Only to find out that the dream which I was dreaming was actually a reality. But the fact that I did not want to wake up out of that particular dream made me feel that reality and present is much better than what it was 3 years back.